Sunday, 21 September 2008
Had been neglecting my blog for the past 2 wk except posting photos taken @ west coast. Well, shall start from where i stop at my 2nd last post.
I had reach the point of feeling tt going to work is a torture for me. I gotta drag myself to work everyday which i really hate it. I gonna be on holiday indefinitely from Nov onwards. This is something which i really look forward to very much. Hack care the economy, hack care the perception of others, my body need a rest. Now without any commitment, i have the luxury to do so. If i dun rest now, when will i have the chance? When i retire? That's so far far away, i dun even noe wat will happen tml. I dun wanna work just for the sake of working. I had lost my passion in this job n no matter how, i cant find the passion back anymore. Time to move on.
Well, intend to spend this period of time preparing for exam. Havent even read a single page of my notes yet. Was wondering whether to enrol for 1 or 2 papers? Left wif just 2 papers n reaching end of the tunnel soon. In a dilemma...
Also can learn practical driving classes during my break, hopefully i pass my basic theory test in the 1st attempt. Must be surprised y suddenly i decided to learn driving? Hmm... Mayb the power of love is too great to reject, haha... joking lah... YQ did encourage me to learn so in the event when he feel tired or sick, then i can drive. Well, this is part of the reason lah. Mayb when u r in love, tend to always think of the other half loh... I do feel tt it can be quite tireding for him to drive everytime when we went out so i gonna help him share his load loh. It's not a impromtu decision cos i did think carefully before making this decision. Learning driving means gotta spend $$ n less time wif him when i learn on wkend. But now situation changes, so i can learn on wkday n can learn more times a wk.
N definitely gonna finished blogging my taiwan trip before i go for my vietnam trip. ><" Only blog until day 3 loh... still uncompleted job, WIP for so long. Hopefully can go for a short break in October. N hope tt it is the last wkend of Oct so that YQ can join me, otherwise i feel tt no matter how much i enjoy the trip, it seems to be lack of something without him. YQ is also concerned abt me gg without him. Had i grown to be not so independent now? Hmm....
Met up wif my 1st friendster frenz last wk. It had been 2 years since we last keep in contact. He had become more mature and he comment tt i become more 女人味, haha... indirectly saying tt i'm older. Heard from him tt my ex is married. Well, i dun seem to feel anything at all. Married then married loh. A lot of things had happen since we last contact n my friendster frenz's life experience for the past 2 yrs almost entertain me for tt nite. Time just cant turn back the clock, if u dun cherish it, once gone, it'll be gone forever. He was quite surprised tt i'm attached n yet i can go out wif him alone. Alamak, when did i become YQ prisoner loh? I told him tt although i'm attached, i have my own freedom loh. Even if i'm married, i still have my own freedom. Do all the attached gals gotta seek permission before seeing any guys frenz? Eventually i'll tell YQ but it may be after i met up wif my guy frenz. Of cos i noe the limit loh, i cant possibly meet my guys frenz every week n neglect YQ otherwise he sure drown me in pig coop, hehe...
Well, for those frenz who are still single, dun feel tt u r lacking anything, just enjoy the freedom that you have. Sometimes thinking back, i really dun feel any regret being single for the past 4 yrs cos otherwise i may not be wif YQ now. Everyone's turn will eventually come. There's bound to be ups n downs but being able to withstand all these will stengthen the relationship. Both YQ n i always look at the brighter side of it so whenever we squabble over something, we will think tt we'll understand each other better after each squabble. YQ always tell me to enjoy the process of being together....
