Friday, 1 August 2008
Sometimes i wonder wat's the purpose of working? Work so hard just for the purpose of getting paid at end of the mth? To satisy 3 meals, needs n wants? Am i oso 1 of them in the rat race? If so, shldnt i consider myself pathetic? People change job bcos they want a higher pay, cant cope wif the stress, want a job that safisy their ambitions... I really wonder y i stay on for so long when all the people around me had already change their job at least once. Am i the minority breed?
I do feel tt he is really quite mean sometimes. Dun he noe tt people got their own activities on wkend? Wkday had been spent on work, work n work. Already feel so tired after work that i dun even feel like going out on wkday. It's only come to friday nite, sat n sun that I finally had time for my own personal thing. Make people work until late on Friday nite, work the whole day on Saturday, stupid to shift the office furniture on Friday evening (shit, move for so many damn times already). I really cant imagine that if the next few mths I gotta work like hell on wkday n whole day on Saturday. Yet said until so nice that the govt now is ecouraging pro-family life n he is shifting towards tt. Just hear will do. People will have a tolerance level, if i feel that my personal life is being sacrifies too much just for the purpose of earning more money, I may choose the earlier.
If eventually i were to settle down n have kids, probably i would choose to be a full-time mom. Maybe since young, my mom is 24/7 by my side n although she may not give me lots of monetary satisfaction - no expensive nor tons of toys, the only overseas trip that i went when young was to my relative house in Malaysia, my first plane experience is using my own earn money. But my mom really give me lots of love by being there for me whenever I need her n I would oso want to do the same to my kids. Although there are plenty of working mom juggling wif kids n work, I do not want to miss out the chance of my kid 1st time talking, 1st time calling me mummy, 1st time falling down while learning to walk.... Aint these more precious which cant be bought using money? I'm not critising that working mom are not good but it's really my personal opinion.
Time flies.... Celebrated our 1st mth on Tue. Received a bouquet of pink roses n a cake from YQ. Feel quite guilty that I didnt prepared anything for him cos didnt noe that he wld come to look for me today. Tot he gotta work late as he didnt reply my sms. Set. I gonna bake things for him when i got the time n chance.
Came across this handicraft website http://www.cubeecraft.com while reading my frenz blog n she was doing this when her boss was not around. Hehe... Since boss was not around on friday afternoon, my colleagues n I oso try doing it. Super cute loh... We even choose different wallpaper to take shoots of our pets, haha.... It's a pity that we dun have colour printer. But anyway we really have fun making n taking shoots of our "pet".
Puffer fish, Toronto & Mr Saturn (this is mine)