Friday 29 August 2008
Havent been blogging for the past 1 wk. Was busy wif work n still coughing after almost 3 wks. Got phlegm. Hopefully will clear soon. Feel so scared when YQ said tt wanna bring me to hospital for scanning. I was thinking wasnt this a bit exaggerated? Well, had been eating chinese medicine and somemore chinese medicine will takes much longer time. Eat western medicine make me feel drowsy n weak. Hate western medicine.
Hehe... Tml i gonna get my treat from him for passing my exam. Yeh, havent been eating Mache for quite a long time n got craving. Then few days ago got craving for soft shell crab, tot can satisfy my craving but in the end due to work, i only knock off @ 8.30pm. So in the end didnt go to the sushi shop @ AMK to eat soft shell crab. Haiz... Y when i wanna leave early, surely cant leave early? I really HATE it!!! Cant be so so so coincidence everytime. Gotta seriously think abt it. Haiz... poor YQ, wait from 7pm to 9pm until his stomach is super hungry. Ah.... When can i eat the soft shell crab? Thinking of it makes my saliva drool. Was kidding wif YQ tt if a pregnant me got craving for food then wat wld he do? Cos the husband gotta get up from their bed when his pregnant wife got craving for food at midnite, haha....
Monday 18 August 2008
Was sick for the past 1 wk. Haiz.... took MC today n rest at home. Slept for almost the whole day ytd n yet at nite i can still turn in. Guess i didnt have enuf rest. Must be... Make a pact wif YQ on our wkend meeting.
Yeh... i pass my P1 so which means 2 more papers to go. Finally after a yr, i pass one paper. Haiz... I oso dunno y i had the intuition tt i can pass this paper after attempting. Well, jia you sis n all my frenz. As the saying goes, Failure is the mother of success... I gotta clear my remaining 2 papers. N i'm gonna enrol for driving lessons. Still got so many things to do....
Sunday 17 August 2008
Met up wif Celine & Diana on fri nite. Had Fish & Co @ Park Mall. Like the ambience here. There is live performance on Fri nite from 7.30 -9.30pm, just find tt the music is a bit too loud. Cant even hear the conversation properly. Yup, best wishes to Celine, glad tt u found him and u didnt wait long. Nah, dun always be so pessimistic the last time, see, now u found the rite one. It just a matter of time.
Watched Money no enuf 2 on sat wif YQ. Humourous n yet touching at the end. Guess most Singaporean wld encounter the same situation as wat was reflected in the movie. Went to the Singapore Flyer after we had our dinner. YQ has 2 tix @ $10 otherwise i doubt i'll take the Singapore Flyer. OMG, we waited almost 15-20 min just for a parking lot, 1 hr to queue for the ticket, another 1/2 hr to take the ride. The ride was abt 40min. Hmm.... so so loh. Once is enuf.
Monday 11 August 2008
He didnt propose to me so dun get me wrong into wondering y i talk abt this suddenly. Just that he mentioned abt something n i suddenly realise tt i'm of age of getting married, actually all along i'm of age to get married once i'm above 21. Even below 21 oso can get married lah. On one hand, i dun wanna get married to late but on the other hand, i feel tt i have some phobia of getting married, probably watch too much dramas, listen to too much story etc. I have a happy family compared to some of my frenz and i do feel blissful although my family is not rich. Sometimes i wonder y i had tt phobia? In the past, i did dream of getting married by 25. Then when i became single, i told myself mayb before 30? If by 30 still cant get married, mayb 35? I think it's commitment tt give me the phobia. Wat's really bind a couple together forever?
I read it somewhere before that a couple should at least be together for a year before they get married, it's just like there are 4 seasons a year, so meaning tt shld experience it before the cycle repeat again.
My mom used to say tt a couple get married when 爱冲昏了头. She oso said tt getting married n setting up a family is part n parcel of life. Probably.... Anyway i'm not thinking too much abt it now cos i havent even experience 4 seasons yet, just enjoyed the process of being together wif YQ. I feel tt i havent noe him well enough but there is a phrase saying tt some couple break up bcos they knew each other too well, isnt it ironic? Relationship can be v complicated sometimes so my single frenz dun have to envy me. Eventually u all will encounter it. A lot of people only see things on the surface.
Sunday 10 August 2008
We make new pets on Friday!!! Quite a lot of ppl were either having national day buffet or company's function. So sad... our company is not tt patriotic... haha.... Anyway we console ourself by making new pets... hehe.... Mine is the chicken...
Our new petsWent prawning wif my colleagues on Saturday. It hard to organise an activity wif my colleagues cos 1 colleague who is married always gotta accompany her husband on wkend. (Btw she is only ROM n has not held customary wedding). There was once we also organise activites but in the end only me & other 2 colleagues cos in the end this colleague gotta accompany her husband. Then coincidentally tt this wkend her husband is not around so she suggest go prawing as this is one of her fav activities on wkend. Well, my colleague oso noe tt i'm not tt available now so she ask me few weeks ago. I sure ok one loh cos YQ is definitely working on National day. He so patriotic, haha.... Smtimes i really feel tt my colleague husband is too possessive, he dun allow my colleague to travel wif her frenz. There was once where we wanna go Tioman on Good Friday wkend but in the end, the plan was abandon cos she couldnt go. Hmm... My colleague only go overseas wif her husband. I noe that her husband is protective of her but isnt he too protective? Well, if my boyfriend or husband is like this, I sure quarrel wif him. I wanna go where wif whom is my freedom loh... so which means my boyfriend or husband cannot be so protective. Actually i'm oso a bit unhappy when last time, we organise a chill out activity after work n in the end bcos her husband didn't study at home n want her to accompany him, she left the 3 of us dunno wat to do loh. If i had promise my frenz or colleague for an outing, i wldnt bcos of my boyfriend had a last minute change then abandon them. Isn't this a bit too much? Somemore the chance of meeting my bf is definitely much frequent than meeting my frenz. Just 1 less chance of seeing him wldnt make me 1 less limb or wat loh. A promise is a promise. I make myself available n I really dislike it when people who dun honour their promise. So tt's y after tt, I nvr organise any activity and this time is my colleague who organise.
We went to prawing at Bishan. Went there once before wif YQ n his frenz. We paid $30 for 3 hrs. Prawning is not cheap hence not an activity for every wkend, otherwise sure bankrupt v fast, haha... My luck today is the best among my colleagues, caught 6-7 prawns and caught a v v v big one.... Everyone was wowing when they saw i caught such a big one.... One colleague's luck was not so good today n only manage to catch one, so her prawn is the most expensive $30. After tt, we BBQ the prawns, it's so so so delicious wif just some salt sprayed on top. Yummy.... Hehe... next time gonna ask YQ go prawning. Last time i only watched him so was quite bored n somemore he's those type who really concentrate loh.
The big big prawn
Me & the big prawn
My colleagues n I
Reached home around 6plus and watched the NDP parade. I had not been watching for many years cos i feel tt every year is more or less the same. I oso feel tt not watching does not make me less patriotic. Actually i watch it is to catch the Black Knight performance, read on the Strait Times that there is a heart shape performance. It was spectacular, if watch it live definitely much better. Must also thank those who were working so hard behind the scene, including my dear.
Friday 1 August 2008
Sometimes i wonder wat's the purpose of working? Work so hard just for the purpose of getting paid at end of the mth? To satisy 3 meals, needs n wants? Am i oso 1 of them in the rat race? If so, shldnt i consider myself pathetic? People change job bcos they want a higher pay, cant cope wif the stress, want a job that safisy their ambitions... I really wonder y i stay on for so long when all the people around me had already change their job at least once. Am i the minority breed?
I do feel tt he is really quite mean sometimes. Dun he noe tt people got their own activities on wkend? Wkday had been spent on work, work n work. Already feel so tired after work that i dun even feel like going out on wkday. It's only come to friday nite, sat n sun that I finally had time for my own personal thing. Make people work until late on Friday nite, work the whole day on Saturday, stupid to shift the office furniture on Friday evening (shit, move for so many damn times already). I really cant imagine that if the next few mths I gotta work like hell on wkday n whole day on Saturday. Yet said until so nice that the govt now is ecouraging pro-family life n he is shifting towards tt. Just hear will do. People will have a tolerance level, if i feel that my personal life is being sacrifies too much just for the purpose of earning more money, I may choose the earlier.
If eventually i were to settle down n have kids, probably i would choose to be a full-time mom. Maybe since young, my mom is 24/7 by my side n although she may not give me lots of monetary satisfaction - no expensive nor tons of toys, the only overseas trip that i went when young was to my relative house in Malaysia, my first plane experience is using my own earn money. But my mom really give me lots of love by being there for me whenever I need her n I would oso want to do the same to my kids. Although there are plenty of working mom juggling wif kids n work, I do not want to miss out the chance of my kid 1st time talking, 1st time calling me mummy, 1st time falling down while learning to walk.... Aint these more precious which cant be bought using money? I'm not critising that working mom are not good but it's really my personal opinion.
Time flies.... Celebrated our 1st mth on Tue. Received a bouquet of pink roses n a cake from YQ. Feel quite guilty that I didnt prepared anything for him cos didnt noe that he wld come to look for me today. Tot he gotta work late as he didnt reply my sms. Set. I gonna bake things for him when i got the time n chance. 
Came across this handicraft website http://www.cubeecraft.com while reading my frenz blog n she was doing this when her boss was not around. Hehe... Since boss was not around on friday afternoon, my colleagues n I oso try doing it. Super cute loh... We even choose different wallpaper to take shoots of our pets, haha.... It's a pity that we dun have colour printer. But anyway we really have fun making n taking shoots of our "pet".
Puffer fish, Toronto & Mr Saturn (this is mine)
Our new pets
Me & the big prawn
Came across this handicraft website http://www.cubeecraft.com while reading my frenz blog n she was doing this when her boss was not around. Hehe... Since boss was not around on friday afternoon, my colleagues n I oso try doing it. Super cute loh... We even choose different wallpaper to take shoots of our pets, haha.... It's a pity that we dun have colour printer. But anyway we really have fun making n taking shoots of our "pet".
