Monday, 23 June 2008
Smtimes i really dun understand myself. Y ain't i'm feeling happy when i shld be?
Although B say tt the ex-striker has retired n no way tt's she coming back, just like zidane. The fans missed zidane but he wldn't come back. But i replied tt although the ex-striker retire but the fan still hope tt she will come back. Just like Henrick Larsson of Sweden who came back to play for the country in EURO bcos of fans petition. I told B tt u nvr noe when e ex-striker wld come back and smmore e fan keep hoping tt she'll come back. Wat e fan missed is e ex-striker not e current striker. So it doesn't matter to e fan whether e current striker hang up e boots. There r sure to b replacement for e current striker.
B replied tt e fan can hope bt its impossible n e fan is rational enuf to noe tt e ex-striker cant perform like e past. Hmm... y say impossible when nothing is impossible in this world? Does it matter to e fan if e current striker hang up e boots???
I always believe tt when both parties mutually like each other, it's such a great thing.
I still can't figure out y i dun happy when i shld be. Is it i've decided to give up? Is it i've frozen to e extent tt it can't be melted? But 1 thing i'm sure is i dun have feeling for A, C & D. Even though C is overseas for a wk n couldn't send me home this wk, i dun missed him @ all. I did feel a bit frustrated taking bus home today when e bus dun stop @ e bus stop. I didn't take it to heart although i'm indeed feel a bit angry last fri when he didn't informed me earlier if he couldn't make it for dinner. Then i wldn't ask my mom not to cook my dinner. If it's anyone, i'm sure i wld oso be angry. But i think if B is overseas for a wk, i guess probably i'll missed him. Yet y i dun have a sense of happiness when i noe i'm e leading scorer? I really dunno......