Friday, 9 May 2008
Just read today's Straits Times abt Generation Y. I belong to generation Y (born between 1980 - 1999). There was a pt which i really agreed whole-heartedly. All bosses pls take note tt to retain the generation Y talent, do agree to our request for time-out otherwise they may quit their job n join ur competitor. There are 2 employees who take 3 mths off to learn pottery in UK and another who her high-paying job for a mth of travel in Africa. Yes, i'm really 1 of them!
Recently get to noe another guy. Meet him the 2nd time on my colleague ROM cum birthday party. Have e feeling tt he's wanna get to noe me better. Can't be possibly consecutive 3 days asking me out rite? Yup, really went out 4 consecutive 3 days but anyway from this sat onwards until exam, really gonna study study study. I really sian of lefting wif 3 papers. My sis gonna overtake me soon. Haiz... Ok now lets label them A, B n C guy. A guy is my senior, B guy is my friendster frenz n C guy is this guy. Well, A guy is sure out of e topic cos we only went out when i got e time 2 entertainment him. Smtimes it's just so coincidence tt A and B ask me out but always B ask me earlier so no choice gotta turn A away. Now left wif B n C. Sounds like solving algrebra smthing like tt rite?
Indeed noe B much much much longer than C. Time flies, B n i gotta noe each other for 7 mths already. Tot B dun remember, was quite surprised when B mentioned few days earlier. Feel tt B smtimes can be quite thoughtful n yet smtimes so unthoughtful. I oso dunno y i have e feeling tt C wanna noe me better. Woman instinct? I wldn't for the sake of having a relationship then just anyhow choose sm1. Find myself quite funny. When went out wif C, i found tt actually i prefer to go out wif B. But when go out wif B, i would prefer e feeling of sms or chat wif him. V profound rite?
B mentioned tt he has not reach his destination yet so he dun have e time to care n concern abt e important people around him. So how long he takes to reach his destination? Telling me i'm 1 of them so means wat? Feel sad after reading his sms ytd. Have i downgrade from > good frenz to > normal frenz? Ain't u noe tt i'm sensitive to this? Or have u forgotten tt u did say b4 tt i'm > good frenz? Think u really got v poor memory. Seems to always forget the things tt i say.
Found tt C seems to read me quite well, he even can say correctly my personality n as to wat type of guys i'm looking for. But the more tt he can read, the more i'm a bit sceptical. Ain't it scarely when sm1 is able to read u so well when u only get to noe him for a wk n went out wif him <>
Smhow just feel tt dun have e chemistry tt i have wif B. B wld be e 1 who i wld look for 1st when i wanna share my joy, sadness or anything. I oso dunno y. I wld throw my temper at him when i'm angry, ignore him when i'm angry, waiting for him to pacify me when i'm angry, 撒娇 wif him occassionally. We just seems to be able to chat anything under the sun, moon... B is the one who told me tt it's good to have choices. N C told me tt having too much choices is not good, if u miss it, u may miss it forever. Life can be simple n yet so complicated.