Sunday 27 April 2008
Regarding diana comments, mayb u r rite. Well, not everyone can be so rational everytime. When the things happen on urself, u may not be able to see it as clearly as other ppl. Smtimes it did hurts tt u r true to ur feelings so which is y i rather not true to my feeings smtimes. I think u may say me insane but if being like this wldn't spoil the present relationship, wldn't it be better than to damage the relationship?
Well, i think i had thought too much in the past. One day on my way back home, this suddenly came to my mind. I should be contented with the things i have now. Sm1 told me, life is a long n hard journey, u can always give up bcos there isn't an ending. Just take things easily n naturally. Some things just can't be rush. So y shld i be thinking so much? This really strikes me. If it meant to be urs, it will be.
Dun worry, i'm ok.
Tuesday 22 April 2008
Seldom blog nowadays. Probably also nothing to blog. Life is always same as usual. Hmm.. feel tt no matter whether it's being single or in relationship or married, life is like a routine after sometimes. Everything always has its pros n cons.
Got promotion and increment. Now finally can apply wat i always wanna apply for quite some time. I doubt i'm those who will spend to e limit without curbing. Wanna apply cos always got those interest free installment but always can't take advantage of tt. The other advantage being discounts on dining, shopping, watching movie etc. Well, although it's spending on credit but i doubt it has much impact on me cos usually i dun spend on big items. Gonna do research first before i start to apply.
Well, this is only the beginning, in long term, i think i may squeeze until v dry. Really admire those who can hold more than 1 job. I definitely cant. If i've e time, i rather slp, do the things i like. Isn't enjoying ur life 1 of e reason to be still living on this earth?
It seems tt those foods tt i bought from taiwan is really not alot. Almost nothing after distributing to colleague n frenz. Well, most of the food tt i bought back received +ve comments. Shld have bought more... Anyway there's a limit on how much i can bought back.
Well, it seems tt smtimes i shldn't purposely do smthing, end up it backfires. When i dun expect it, yet it happen. Isn't it ironical? Mayb it's true tt being single will feel lonely. Initially mayb not but after a while, it will. We r human, it's natural. Tt's y we live in a community! Being single means no commitment but does not mean u can be havoc rite? Well, well, well, i oso dunno.... Anyway i just follow my feeling but i oso dun wanna regret later on. So it's important to be 理智，dun let others 冲昏了头。
Heard this song 忘不了by 施文斌。Nice song.... Tot this song is appropriate for sm1 n yet he's reply is he has already 4get a lot of things. Wat does this mean??? So chim.... Really v confused by his actions recently. I'm scared... I'm scared a lot of things. I have been trying to avoid cos i'm scared. I've been trying to control it cos i'm scared. I'm scared cos i dun think i'm brave enuf to face it again. The more tt u r good to me, it make me more scared. Smtimes i really hope tt u dun treat me so good. Well, i dun read too much cos i'm scared. Sm1 wouldn't no reason always call u to chit chat rite? Smmore @ work. If u dun really matter to them, they wldn't be concern whether u r angry rite? Type so many sorry word by word to apologise to u. Can i tell u not to be so good to me cos i'm scared?
Sunday 20 April 2008
Well, only blogged on day 1 of my taiwan trip. Already spend almost half of my sat blogging it. Will only blog the remaining days as n when i've the time. Anyway i've posted some photos on friendster so can take a look there. Good things r worth waiting. I really agree with this philosophy.
Found tt i always got a lot of things tt i wanna do but always bcos of 1 constraint - TIME. No choice, gotta do 1 @ a time. Just like i've accumulated 3 wks of newspaper n finally today i spent almost 5-6 hrs finished reading it.
Haiz... being 放飞机 again. Hmm.... Is it really true tt being single wld feel lonely?
Sunday 13 April 2008
Finally i'm back. Really enjoyed my 8 days in taiwan. Super fun. Have not had such a fun time for a long long time. Really like taiwan a lot. easy to navigate, no language barrier. Really wanna go there again. Will update my travelogue soon.
