Till the end

Sunday 30 March 2008

Registered for the wrong CC class ytd. Didn't even discovered it when i recieved e CC sms confirming e class was @ 2pm. I tot e class has changed from morn to afternoon. It's only few hrs b4 i went to for e class, I double checked again tt i discovered tt i registered for e wrong class. Alas but it's too late too do anything le. No choice, since i paid for e class so just go loh. Yah yah yah, must be more careful in e future, so unlike e normal me.

Smtimes it can turn out to be blessing in disguise. There is 1 dish which i wanna learn in e afternoon class but there is also sirloin steak, tt's y i didn't registered. Well, in e end, i learn smthing which i wanna learn. LOL. Yummy, all e 3 dishes r v nice.

Pumpkin Soup with Ginger and Croutons

Gratinated Potatoes with Emmental Cheese

Black Peppered Sirloin Steak with Mushrooms Sauce

Watch the leap years ytd. Wanted to watch it since it started screening on 29 Feb 08. Finally watch it after a month. Smtimes movies, novels r just so unrealistic. Wld u wait for sm1 for 3 leap years ~ 12 years? Overall this movie is not bad, hmm... give it 3.5 out of 5, oso credit to e ending. Otherwise i think i'll only give 3. Well, feel tt the male lead actor is so unhandsome, not my cup of tea. He's not compatible wif Li-lin @ all. Otherwise i think i'll give 4.

Guys can either be classified as purely normal frenz, good frenz n confidant or fling cos husband material r so hard to find. Probably feel tired now... I think i've been adopting e attitude tt u dun have to search for him, he will come to u.

Smtimes i think i longed for sm1 to share wif me my everything, to cheer me up when i'm down, to keep me accompany when i wish. Probably can't be a person who fits everything, so gotta find different ppl to do each part of it. Well, i dun mind if there is sm1 who can only make me laugh when i need it, lend me a listening ear then another 1 keep me accompany when i wish.

I feel tt for some guys, no matter wat happen, still can be good frenz wif them as long as dun cross the boundary. For some guys, still can be frenz with them even if got things happen, depending on the matters, cos probably still can act as if nothing happens. I think for some matter i can act as if nothing happen. Smtimes it's a matter of impulse. V complicated rite? Life still goes on...

Thursday 27 March 2008

Wow... 1st time bought clothes online. Nvr bought clothes online b4 cos i have reservation abt buying the rite clothes. Anyway my sis wanna accumulate to a certain amt so tt she can get the seller to deliver the clothes to S'pore so she rope me in. Cheap wow... these 3 blouse plus freight charges is ~ S$44. Where to get such cheap clothes in S'pore?

Tried on the clothes n it fit nicely, good good. Since the 1st time experience is not bad, I wldn't mind buying again.... Seems to get addicted le wow....

Feel so tired recently, working late, brain dead.. Dun seems to be enthusiatic abt my trip. When i looking 4wd, it seems so long n now it's approaching, yet i dun feel excited. Wat's wrong wif me? Y i seems to miss smthing? So funny...

想念雨天，想念你。。。

Tuesday 25 March 2008

Life is so complicated. 你看我好，我看你好。Isn't it always the case?

Mayb as time goes by, the feeling has oso gone. Even if u come back now, i dun really feel anything anymore. Probably @ at the start will be feel shock, bring back the sad memories. Mayb a little bit lose. Really v sceptical abt wat is ur actual intention. Definitely will doubt when sm1 who haven't been contacting u for so long suddenly gd to u. All of a sudden, sms u, call u, ask u out. I dun feel glad tt u found me, i dun feel happy like u when i hear ur voice.

Shu shu is really damn funny, can crap abt all these. Really feel @ ease after crapping wif u. Dunno y really feel comfy chatting wif u, mayb just wat u feel comfy smsing me. Ok, just as wat u say, u can really make ppl smile, give u some credit. Hmm... as time goes by... i feel more n more tt we r like frenz who have known each other for long long time, really feel comfy wif. Smhow tt special type of feeling seems to disappear. Is it tt we only feel comfy wif each other, more like a habit bah...

Sunday 23 March 2008

Recently more happenings. Bought a new laptop cos my com is dying, dunno when really gg into the grave. Y is it the things tt i fancy is always so expensive? It's seems tt every year i always have to spend big bucks on those stuff. Since i start working, i've bought LCD monitor, new CPU, digital camera, hp n now it's laptop. Pray tt next yr, i dun have to spend on these electronic gadgets.

Went to the MINT (Moment of Imagination and Nostalgia with Toys) museum on sat. Well, i didn't plan to go there ytd, it's an impromptu decision again. Wanna visit the national museum for the greeks exhibition but it ended last sun. Probably will visit the Louvre museum in France to see the greeks exhibition when i go to Europe. Read in the newspaper that there may be Eygptian exhibition at end of the year. If there is, i do wanna go n c the exhibition.

Went quite a few places ytd. Other than toy museum, oso went to Bugis n Orchard. Seems tt my poor legs always suffer when went out wif u. Dunno y always walk alot when went out wif u?

Yup oso went 鼎太丰 for dinner. I nvr went there b4 but didn't tell anyone, so shhh... it's a secret. Well, the 小笼包 was so so lah, y everyone like it?

Here are some shots which i took in the MINT museum. Did feel disappointed after touring the museum. Mayb too much expectation result in disapppointment. Treat it as just an experience.

Is it so coincidence tt most of times we went out, there will be others asking me out? Y everyone seems to pick the same moment? There is only 1 me in this world, can i split into more?

Smhow the feeling is no longer there. Changes is the only constant in this world.

Smthing so unexpected happen ytd. Wat is the feeling like when sm1 who haven't been contacting u for the past 2 1/2 yrs suddenly contact u again? Extemely shock!!! Y now then contact? Wldn't it be good tt since we no longer contact, we shldn't contact @ all? Bringing back those memories is not a kind thing to me. I dun feel glad tt u've found me. All have been washed away long long time ago. Didn't touch it for nearly 2 years n now reading back, now then i realise how silly i'm in the past. It did hurt me deeply then. Asking me how i've been for the past few years, well, i can only say i'm the same but the only changes is i'm gettng older. Just feel so amused by ur qsn asking me whether i'm married. Which statutes defines tt married woman can't meet or go out wif their frenz? Marriage seems to be quite a faraway thing from me. Haven't found a life partner, dun feel like committing wif sm1 for the rest of my life yet... I really quite sceptical as to the y u wanna reignites contact now? Too much hurt make me more n more sceptical on a lot of things.

Shu Shu, no matter wat gonna happen in the future, i really hope tt we can always be v good frenz.

Monday 17 March 2008

Yeh, i manage to get train tix to Alishan le. So so so happy, all issues have been finalised so now only left changing the currency. Waiting for a more favourable rate. Yeh....

Counting down wif 3 wks to go.

Saturday 15 March 2008

I think most of my gals frenz surrounding me r not die-hard soccer fans. Well, i doubt i'll be consider as 1 cos i'm not to tt extreme. I just follow the news regularly but i wldn't spend time watching it. Came across this article in the new paper on "love your woman like you love your football team". This columnist was saying tt her fiance told her tt " The real fans are not the ones who wear their team's jerseys after they win. Thery're the ones who still wear their jerseys after they lose." Hence, men's single dedication to their football team is really powerful. If they also treat woman like this... So football is where you can see the purest devotion in a man.

The columnist also mention tt previously she was suppporting a particular club n there was once the club lose. Since then she nvr look at them the same way again. She feel disappointed and even cheated that the club let her down. For me, although smtimes the club tt i support do let me down but i wld still support it. I wld just swell n scold them for not performing but tt's all. It's just like when ur love ones encounter difficulties or r at their low, u wld still support them. However i do agree to certain extent tt nvr disappoint a woman cos she'll nvr look at you the same way again.

Tuesday 11 March 2008

Just finish watching 恶作剧2 episode 13 and i like 湘琴 telling 直树 that she is 很幸福。幸福到底是怎样的感觉？

想念雨天，想念你。。。

Sunday 9 March 2008

Luv the weather 2day, rainy day is my fav. Recently the weather is v good after so many wks of sunny days. 2day is sunday so can enjoy such a gd weather lying on my bed.

想念雨天，想念你。。。

Wednesday 5 March 2008

我忍忍忍。。。够了。。。我要实现我的梦想，再也不犹豫了，五年已经够了，青春是宝贵的。

你到底在哪里？？？失踪了吗？？？

Sunday 2 March 2008

Make chilled oreo cheesecake ytd. Failure again. Taste more like mudpie rather than cheesecake n the melting speed is tremendous. Then the base is hard like cookies. Haiz.... I follow the recipe exactly step by step so wat went wrong?

Are we gg on cold war? Wat r u angry abt? I oso dunno y i'm angry for the last 2 days. So funny, wat i'm angry abt? Wat's wrong wif us? Y angry over tt matter? Ur sms reply did says u r angry so y deny when i ask u over the phone? Gonna grill u to tell the ans later on when we meet.

Yup, gonna watch August Rush later. It's abt an orphan in search of his parents. Along the way, he touches the people around him by his incredible gift of music and takes the world by storm as the youngest ever composer for the New York Philharmonic. Caught the preview while watching P.S. I love you. Another movie tt i wanna watch is the leap years. So gals, anyone interested?