Is this considered as playful? On one hand, i feel tt gg out wif other guys is not as fun as gg out wif u n on the other hand, i just couldn't resist the temptation of gg out wif others. Well, since i'm free n there is sm1 asking me out, then just go out loh. Feels tt there is nothing wrong gg out for a movie etc. Smmore i'm still single, although it matters to u but u can't commit yet. Mayb i just want to make u jealous. Isn't jealousy also a way showing tt u care n concern? Guys r super fickle minded species. A wk ago saying tt it doesn't matter then a wk later saying tt it matter. Isn't a wk too short for such a sudden change? N oso to put across the message tt i'm not tt available n u r not the only guy asking me out. Smtimes no harm playing a bit of mind games cos this will reflect the truth. No longer so naive as young, once discovered smthing not wrong, gonna end it asap. 长痛不如短痛。I just feel tt u r different, is my intuition accurate? I dun wan similar things to happen again. I dunno whether i'll have the courage to go through it another time.

Although i feel happy tt u r treating me better n better, i'm oso scared. The better that u treat me, the deeper i seems to walk into it. Do u noe tt if u pamper me too much, i'll get used to it n may become more demanding? 有种焦虑不安的感觉。。。I still dun understand y u told me tt's nothing feel insecure when i dun lose anything but only stand to gain? Will i gain or will i lose?

Feel tt u r really v gd to me. When i say depends on my mood tml whether i wanna meet u, u told me tt u'll confirm wif me tonite 12am cos sun already. When i dun wanna do too vigourous activities, u suggested gg to East Coast. When i dun wan to eat fried food, u suggest bak kut teh for lunch. 真的有幸福小女人的感觉。。。

想念雨天，想念你。。。