Friday, 11 January 2008
Haven't been blogging for the past few days. Seems tt nowadays i become busier, busy until i haven't finished reading the past few days newspaper. Time flies, a week has just gone by.
Ain't ppl gotta keep their promise? I'm tired of being compromising again and again. I gotta change my itenarary, change my flight, incur extra charges, who gonna compensate me for this? How long i wanna go there is my choice n the money tt i gonna spend is oso mine. I just feel like spending so wat has it got to do wif other ppl? Ppl's mindset will change. Well, it's not tt i'm no longer thrifty, i just feel tt it's worthwhile to spend, can i even have the right? If tt's the case, i will never have the chance to go europe to backpack for a mth. The only chance tt i have is only when i quit my job n without another job waiting for me, otherwise it's impossible.
I feel tired but glad tt u r there for me. U cheer me up when i'm down n give me the strength n motivation. Just dun understand y i did wavered on tt day. Y shld i wavered when sm1 who only finds me only when bored? Smmore disappeared for quite a while. Mayb bcos on tt day when i tell u tt i really appreciate u for being there for me n u joke abt it. Make me feel tt u dun appreciate wat i sincerely said from the bottom of my heart. Am i sm1 who will look for u when i need a laugh or two? U make me feel sad tt day. But before end of tt nite, i had come to a conclusion, u r not sm1 who will only look for me when u r bored. I dun wan to be sm1 whom ppl will look for when they are bored cos if i'm not of importance to them, i rather be nothing. N today another say i'm dao. Who r u to me n y shld i be so friendly wif u? By replying ur msg in msn, m i considered dao? I just have nothing to chat wif u tt's all so y shld i initiate to msg u whenever i'm in msn? These brunch of ppl r just so funny cos they are from Mars. I will only give attention to the one who give attention to me.
