Is this considered as playful? On one hand, i feel tt gg out wif other guys is not as fun as gg out wif u n on the other hand, i just couldn't resist the temptation of gg out wif others. Well, since i'm free n there is sm1 asking me out, then just go out loh. Feels tt there is nothing wrong gg out for a movie etc. Smmore i'm still single, although it matters to u but u can't commit yet. Mayb i just want to make u jealous. Isn't jealousy also a way showing tt u care n concern? Guys r super fickle minded species. A wk ago saying tt it doesn't matter then a wk later saying tt it matter. Isn't a wk too short for such a sudden change? N oso to put across the message tt i'm not tt available n u r not the only guy asking me out. Smtimes no harm playing a bit of mind games cos this will reflect the truth. No longer so naive as young, once discovered smthing not wrong, gonna end it asap. 长痛不如短痛。I just feel tt u r different, is my intuition accurate? I dun wan similar things to happen again. I dunno whether i'll have the courage to go through it another time.
Although i feel happy tt u r treating me better n better, i'm oso scared. The better that u treat me, the deeper i seems to walk into it. Do u noe tt if u pamper me too much, i'll get used to it n may become more demanding? 有种焦虑不安的感觉。。。I still dun understand y u told me tt's nothing feel insecure when i dun lose anything but only stand to gain? Will i gain or will i lose?
Feel tt u r really v gd to me. When i say depends on my mood tml whether i wanna meet u, u told me tt u'll confirm wif me tonite 12am cos sun already. When i dun wanna do too vigourous activities, u suggested gg to East Coast. When i dun wan to eat fried food, u suggest bak kut teh for lunch. 真的有幸福小女人的感觉。。。
想念雨天,想念你。。。
Interested in gg to farms but always no companion. Well, since YQ suggested gg n his frenz Samuel is driving so i just tag along. Seems tt the places i'm interested in, YQ is oso keen. Good tt found sm1 with common interest.
Well, this time u r exactly on the dot so we shall c. Alas, Samuel could only join us in the afternoon so our plan to visit farms in the morning gotta be changed. We were thinking of where to go while having our breakfast. YQ suggested national museum but i dun wan cos i was quite casually dressed. So i siggested West Coast n we agreed. Well, when the train reaches Jurong East, we make an impromptu decision n headed to Science Centre. I think i have not visited the Science Centre for almost a decade le. Just like the comforatability wif him cos we can just change our mind as n when we want.
We bought the package which included admission and 1 imax movie. I nvr went to omni-theatre b4, so suaku of me. Lots of exhibitions tt we didn't finished all. Left around 1plus cos our stomach are calling for SOS. After having our lunch, we decided to head to West Coast after tt. Just when we reach Jurong Entertainment Centre, Samuel is coming to pick us up. The 1st farm tt we went to is Qian Fu Fish Farm. Lots of fishes there n the only thing tt interest me is fish spa cos i'm not those breeding n rearing fish so dun really noe how to appreciate. The fish spa is quite worth it. $10 for 30min. Feel quite ticklish inititally but after a while, got used to it. My legs attracted a lot of fishes tt YQ n his frenz keep making fun on me. There was a lady sitting beside me n her legs only attract less than 10 fishes.
We were driving a few rounds around the Lim Chu Kang cos our GPRS (i.e. YQ) did not seems to be able to read map properly. Not tt i wanna suan u lah, but it's just the fact. I'm much better than u, so in the future when u got car, u drive while i read map. We wanna head to another farm but bcos our GPRS told us the wrong way, we headed to to Farmart. Farmart is a place where there are a row of shops selling farms related stuff, got a hawker centre can eat ZhiCha, got some animals like rabbit, goats, hamsters. There is oso a place to fish prawn but YQ n Samuel prefer other places where they fish prawn. We were quite hungry already cos it's almost 7plus. We headed to Pasir Panjang for our dinner, they ordered 4 plates of seafood, 1 plate of kangkong n oso satay. I'm not big eater so most are finished by them. After tt, we went to Bishan to fish for prawn. Nvr tried b4, my colleague tried n she comment tt it's fun n interesting. Can get hooked to it wow.
We fished from 9plus to 1plus. I tried a few times n only caught1 . ^_^" Need a lot of patience, not easy. After tt, we BBQ all the prawns tt we caught. Yummy, it's nice.
BBQ prawn
Enjoyed myself quite a lot ytd. Did quite a lot of things tt i seldom did or nvr done b4. Just tt i seems to be neglected. Smmore feel tt Samuel seems to notice tt i'm bored n my needs more than u. Although u r concern abt me, can u be more sensitive to my needs? Just feel disappointed tt other ppl can notice me more than u. Hmm.. dunno still wanna go out wif u again?
想念雨天,想念你。。。