Monday 31 December 2007
Today is the last day of 2007. Yeh 2008 is coming! Really look forward to 2008. Hope tt 2008 will be a better yr.
1) To complete my remaining 3 ACCA modules. It has been 3 1/2 yr n i still haven't complete it. Pls give me motivation n strength to keep me going. Gonna come up with a timetable for self revision.
2) To record my training record. OMG y the training record become so tedious? Gonna give myself a wk to think abt how to ans the 3 qsn for each element to be achieved.
3) To give myself a yr to push myself to the next level in my career. If it doesn't, i think i gotta give it a serious thought.
4) Have a healthier lifestyle. Hmm.. gonna think wat to do to keep myself healthier.
5) To better manage my EQ and communication skills.
6) To learn more lifeskills. Gonna attend classes in CC to keep myself enriched.
7) To have 4 trips in 2008. Excluding my taiwan trip, the remaining 3 trips are definitely short trips or wkend trips. Yup, gotta do a lot of research for the taiwan trip, so much to do. To plan 23 days trip is not easy. Hmmm if go europe in the future, definitely gotta spend much much more time planning so must definitely share the workload otherwise i'll be v exhausted. Gotta keep ur promise k. Can i have some tag along trips? Y until now all the trips tt i've went were planned by me leh?
8) A confidant. Wat i need is not sm1 who is only there for me whenever i'm happy or sad, i oso need sm1 to guide me through when i'm lost in my life path. I came across a phrase before n like it alot but 4get the exact wording but the meaning is tt 2 person being together is to complement each other. I think as we grow older, we no longer just looking for sm1 to keep us accompanied n we look beyond tt. I dun need sm1 who is by my side 24/7, even when married, wldn't be 24/7 together everyday too. I feel tt both party shld have their own space n not too sticky to each other. Ain't S'porean v busy people? I'm glad tt i meet sm1 who almost fit the bill. Have not had such feeling for a long time. Although these 3 yrs i did have 好感 on sm people but feelings must be mutual n smhow this time the feeling is stronger n different. But the time we have known each other is a bit short n we shld noe each other more first. However y do we have the feeling tt we seems to noe each other for very long? Let nature take it's course. Just like tt way we r now.
Happy New Year 2008!!!!!!
Sunday 30 December 2007
Finally we met up. Well, no matter wat, u r late by 2 min. =p We shall c whether sm1 really keep his promise on being punctual in the future. Well, i didn't agree to meet u next time so how u noe we wld be meeting again? Smtimes really can't stand u for being so domineering n yet smtimes i dun mind u being so domineering.
Indeed the feeling is the same even after we met, dun feel awkard or uncomfortable. Shld i feel happy tt u oso feel gd meeting me? I noe i'm being colder to you, i'm more consistent cos i can't possibly be cold to u one moment n the next day suddenly become so warm to u. Who ask u to be cold to me recently n make me sad. Tt's y i'm colder. Can't y be warmer even when not meeting? We can't possibly meet 24/7.
Now i noe tt u did notice n feel tt smthing is different when i purposely do/ dun do smthing. I thought u wld nvr notice cos u didn't say anything. I thought it didn't matter to u. I thought u r cold hearted.
Nah i thought wat so secretive abt the stars, yet it turn out to be so simple. N really shock to receive the present.
Smtimes i feel tt u noe how i feel cos smhow i feel tt u r actually quite sensitive n gentle so r u purposely smtimes?
Well, now i have a wish n a present, shall tell u wat i want in due course cos i dun need anything at the moment.
Although i didn't really ask u the qsn directly but u did tell me wat i wanna hear, do u noe?
Glad tt we meet up to affirm the feeling.
Thursday 27 December 2007
Lazing around these few days, watching drama online, went shopping... Hmm... my spending shld be getting exorbitant. Wanted to go JB to meet my cousin for shopping but dun feel like gg shopping today. Gonna do up my ACCA training records n do research on my taiwan trip. Haiz.. haven't touch yet... gonna start now otherwise once start work again may be too tired to do it.
Unbelievable. I won the bet. Haha... I have already said dun be too confident cos football is round, anything can happen. Feel so happy that my Man U is on the top of the table now. Who's having the last laugh now?
If i'm the angel then u r the devil. Mayb we shld change the role now. Yup, indeed it feel good to be 霸道。Feel tt u already get used to being 霸道, now i wanna to be 霸道。
Let's just meet up. I wanna hear wat u feel and gonna say when we meet up. Dun wanna one moment hear this then the next moment it's that. Ain't u being contradicting? I wanna hear 真心话。
Monday 24 December 2007
心已死了。。。
Sunday 23 December 2007
Hmm... Where shall i started? Was pack wif activities ytd. Went shopping with celine @ JP. OMG think spend too much le... Mayb seldom went shopping, so i'm like a tiger released from a cage. Haha... Then meet up with my sec friends @ essential brew @ holland village for dinner. Posted some photos below:
Me & MingHwa
Xmas Tree???B.t.w heard from my frenz tt the person working in billy bomber has a gf le, spicy news for silent. Came to noe tt my frenz broke up wif her bf of 3 yrs due to 3rd party n wat is the most 可恶 is tt guy had been 2 timing for 10 mths. A few of her frenz oso broke up wif their bf due to various reasons. Y guys seems to have difficultly resisting temptations? After listening to all these, i seems to have less n less confidence n courage to go into a new relationship. I wonder m i doing the rite thing?
It's hard to meet someone tt love u n oso u love him...
Saturday 22 December 2007
Today is sat n the start of my wk long holiday. Hmm... but i dun seems to feel excited abt it, mayb too tired. N oso for the past few days had been feeling v moody. All bcos his fault. Haha.... everytime i always blame him for making me temperamental. But it's oso the fact. Hmm... smtimes really dislike him for affecting my mood. Quite an appropriate word is 又爱又恨
One moment we can be good, then the other moment we can be squabbling. Y leh? Ain't we being childish smtimes? Hmm... once we make peace n clear the misunderstanding then back to normal again. Super funny loh...
I really wanna voice out tt u seems to neglect me for the past few days... make me so sad n angry. N so funny u feel sad for wat? Just bcos i didn't reply ur sms? I'm sad tt's y i dun wan to reply. Can't u sms me again until i reply? 3 times is a lot meh? Can't u understand the difference between frozen n volcano erupting? Mayb if frozen to the extend tt it can't be defroze, then u use microwave or laser oso no use. Hmm... Laser can melt things meh? I duuno leh...
Smtimes really feel tt i gotta be v understanding otherwise i'll blow up easily. Mayb bcos i only gotta care abt myself for the past 3 yrs tt's y i'm not tt understanding. U r super contradicting smtimes. Tell me u r used to being alone n independent n yet still need me for wat? Ain't u being greedy? Tell me it's not a bad idea when got ppl caring n concering abt u, then u just find anyone since there are few billions ppl on earth so surely u can find anyone. Can't u be more straightforward? I am i, not sm1... U give me vague answer then i'll reply u vaguely. 拿我没办法吧？
Smtimes i wonder have i been treating u quite good tt's y u seems to take things for granted. Yet smtimes i feel tt u r treating me quite good. Ain't i'm being contradicting?
Smtimes really can't stand u. Grant me wish n yet set me a deadline to use it. Smmore still say while stock last... #@&*... Where got such person one? I grant u wish, i oso nvr set deadline on u to use it.
U ask me whether i look forward to meeting up. On one hand, i did look forward. On the other hand, i'm scared. I'm really afraid tt after we meet up, then suddenly we dun contact each other anymore. Y r u so sure tt u wldn't? I dun seems to have the courage... I'm afraid tt everytime it always turn out to be the same in the end. 焦虑不安的心。。。
Hope u received ur surprise soon... can't be tt long unless the postman delivered wrongly.
Thursday 20 December 2007
Every time I must say goodbye to you
I feel so down and sigh
Every night all I do is think of you
You stole my heart away
Didn't know how true love means to me until now
Didn't know why lovers cry
Couldn't wait to see your smiling face anymore
Every time you must face the restless world
Do you remember me?
And whenever you need a gentle word
Why don't you call me up?
I'm the one for you when things get rough times are hard
Don't you know just what I mean
Couldn't wait to hear your endless dreams come to me
Sing a love song for me
Sing for me a serenade
Make happiness happen
Sing a love song for me
Sing for me a serenade
And leave loneliness alone
Every time I will say good luck to you
I hope you'll hold me tight
Every night all I do is see you're do
You set my heart too far
Didn't know how true love works on me until now
Didn't know how high we fly
Couldn't wait to see you smiling face anymore
Sing a love song for me
Sing for me a serenade
Make happiness happen
Sing a love song for me
Sing for me a serenade
And leave loneliness alone
Sunday 16 December 2007
Haven't been blogging for the past few days. Was working late to rush to meet deadline. Yeh, this coming wk is a short wk, 4 more days to go n i can rest again.
Getting lazy recently, slp too much this afternoon n didn't complete the tasks i wan. Gonna push myself to do those before 2008 comes... Feel tt i'm v nua nowadays. Haiz....
Hmm... u seems to fall sick easily leh... mayb not enuf slp bah... gotta drink more water... slp sufficiently on wkends since it's hard on wkday. Must take care of urself cos u r already so old, haha...
Hmm... y u say i'm v good to u when i dun feel so? Actually i don't think i'm really v good to u loh... i oso didn't help u much... Y u so funny? When i'm good to you, smtimes u so cold to me n make me disappointed. When i decided not to be good to you, u unfreeze it. Now then u noe tt u r not so good to me. Hmm.. smtimes the more u give, the more u'll received, got it? But recently u so good to me oso make me puzzled. Ok, accept ur explanation tt when u r working, dun have much time for me so tt's y when u r available will compensate me. I oso feel tt u r more n more good to me...
想念雨天，想念你。。。
Monday 10 December 2007
Ok, finally exam over. Just gonna wait for result out in end Feb. No confidence. Nvm, wat has been past is past.
Got tons of things to do now... gotta clear as much before 2008 comes. Yup, gotta think of wat shld be my 2008 resolutions.
Thinking back, 2007 is not quite a good yr for me. Hmm... career wise, a bit stagnant, study wise, no mood, no motivation.... not much changes for others, mayb the only interesting thing in 2007 is tt i get to noe u. How come when u motivate me n encourage me, the feeling is so different from others? Seems tt i listen to ur words more... Did u cast a spell or not? Haha... 3 matches left n the gap is only 1 pt. Nah, i already say dun be too confident. If man u win 1 more match n arsenal lost 1 match, tt's it ok, man u gonna be on top of the table le. =p I'll definitely keep my promise if arsenal win, shall i send a standby to meet u since u say u r old n fat? Haha... Even if arsenal lost, i'll still meet u cos i haven't say wat i want when i win rite? I have the ace on my hand, just dun wanna let u noe it 1st.
N my dear 2 gal friends, y both of u ask me to say Yes? Seems tt both of u r even more gan chiong than me. The wish tt he demand is not to ask me to be his xx ok... We haven't even meet up yet. I will only give him a Yes for his wish when he can commit himself 1st i.e. when he ask the secret qsn otherwise y shld i promise him? Tt's y i say his wish is demanding. He oso noe tt his wish is demanding n selfish.
Advice to my dear gal friends: Ur times will definitely come. Mayb he may not be the one, who noes? For the past 3 past yrs, i oso have my ups n downs, not smooth sailing. Not easy to find tt someone, when i thought i found someone tt i'm more curious abt, then it does not turn out to be the case. Sometimes when not thinking too much n surprise may just pop by. Somethings r just fated. I do feel so cos if not fated, y out of so many ppl, we wld get to noe each other? Well, actually even if get to noe each other, a lot of factors do play a part. Chemistry is v important! N oso the mutal feelings. Just find tt he is quite a good confidant now n like tt way we r now. Smtimes it's good to have someone to care n concern abt u, which gals dun like to be pampered? I think he's spoiled, tt's y make such a demanding wish, haha.... Think silent missed out some interesting things when i meet up wif diana previously... Share more wif u all when we meet up provided i still remember cos too many things already even though the time we get to noe each other is quite short.
想念雨天，想念你。。。
Sunday 9 December 2007
Just counted, left 3 matches until 26 Dec, not taking into a/c the match tt arsenal gotta play tonite. So now the gap is 4 pts... Ferguson is already mind games wif arsenal youngster, so we shall sit back n relax.
Although u do make me feel happy, but u oso make me feel sad, angry, moody, disappointed, confused.... Y u have such power leh? Hmm... master really have power meh, not genie meh?
Although i say u r mean, ba dao, stingy but i oso dun deny tt u r good to me. Still so thick skin to say tt u noe u r good to me ultimately. =p Of course i'm good to u, still need to say meh? Haha.. i'm demanding so tt u'll have improvement ok. One day u shall pluck the star for me, cos it's still hanging in the sky.
Smtimes, i just wanna test u cos i'm not 100% sure.. Who ask u always say i twist n turn ur fact? I'm warm blooded so i can feel it... Haha... I got intuition...
Hmm... surprised tt u make ur wish so soon, thought u wld leave it in the event if i won the bet. Y when i'm good to u, smtimes u cold to me, n when i make up my mind to be cold n u warm it up again?
Y u so ba dao smtimes, the things tt u wan r so demanding? Previously wanna me to sms u every morning n now it's this. I will answer ur qsn one day so u just gotta wait patiently for my reply. Just dun wanna commit to ur wish when u can't give me the commitment yet. When the time is rite n when u ask the secret qsn, i'll give u a Yes for ur wish.
想念雨天，想念你。。。
Friday 7 December 2007
Feeling so nua for the past few days. When m i gonna finish taking exams? Hate exams. Already facing exam everyday in work, n now still got academic exam. Super sian.....
U so mean, make me angry n yet telling me tt u love seeing me angry n i'm so cute when i'm angry.
Y can't u let me noe when u can't fulfil ur promise? Ain't u noe tt i wldn't be angry if u can't fulfil it? Feel angry cos u shld at least inform me. Dun like the feeling of waiting. Prefer to be waited than waiting. Feel so disappointed wif u now.
Raining now...wash away all my sadness bah...
想念雨天，想念你。。。
Wednesday 5 December 2007
Wake up before 7am today. Finally didn't wake up during dawn, hope can break the cycle. Noe wat is the 1st thing i do when i wake up? Switch on the computer. Haha... cos i noe usually jetstar got promotion on wed, was waiting for the promo to book my taipei airtix. Bingo, the promo for Apr08 is finally out.
Yeh, the one-way tix to taipei is $88. Considered the cheapest le, can't be lower than tt, the lowest tt i noe is $78 bah. Few weeks ago, Jetstar got 2nd anniversary promo n tix to taipei is $38. The dates tt i wan got $38 but while making payment, the website got error, probably too hot. So angry, i have to rebook again n alas, no more $38 promo, so so so angry. Otherwise i can save $100 for a round-trip. =( No choice, i waited for the next promo, cos i noe definitely got promo but wldn't be as cheap as $38.
Booked my tix, OMG, plus taxes is so ex... $365. 2 yrs ago, my sis airtix tax to Taipei only cost $90 for a round trip n now tax is $183. Double!!!! I think i shld travel more now instead of waiting in the future cos taxes definitely will soar. Taxes nowadays is so ex.... My departure date is 1 Apr 08 n return date is 23 Apr 08. So i'll be away from S'pore for 24 days wow...My sis is joining me from 5 -12 Apr 08 for 8 days. So do u gals miss me when i'm away? Hehe...
Hmm... Will tt sm1 miss me when i'm away? Haha... Nvm, now it's my turn to enjoy. =p Hmm... u so busy wif work for the past 2 day. Although this job is stable but such a hectic working hrs, oso not good. Sometimes being too comfortable in a comfort zone, ppl wld not want changes. Hmm... n yet u did consider abt changing. Gd or bad, nobody noes but if u nvr try, u will nvr noe.
Got quite a lot of things to tell u but i already collect 3 pigeons. Gonna roast it n return back to u. Roasted pigeon taste yummy. I dun wanna open pigeon shop. Nvm, smtimes work is smthing not within our control. Told u b4 tt ppl only understand if they oso go through the same thing. Got quite a lot of things to tell u n u haven't reply me all my qsn... Well, since u r off today, c whether u gonna fulfil ur promise. Hmm.. actually u seems to fulfil ur promise most of the times but mayb some nitty gritty ones, u 4get le. U r getting older... But i'll forgive u cos u r older. =p Super cute....
Tuesday 4 December 2007
Finally i'm on leave. Able to sleep until i wake up naturally. These few days keep waking up at dawn n have difficulties continue my sleep after tt. Hmm... gonna find a solution to curb it. Hopefully, for the next 5 days i can have more rest... N end of dec, i'll be on leave for a wk again. Yuppie, can sleep sleep sleep.
Have tons of stuff to do after exams but in the meanwhile i gotta put in 100% for my exam.
This morning just read an article on the diamond wedding anniversary of Queen Elizabeth II & Prince Philip. Hmm... make me wonder in the current society now, living together is already so complex, moreover living together for the past 60 years. Not easy... N hard to find such lasting marriage.
Hmm... surprised tt sm1 miss me n feel disappointed when he thought i dun miss him.. Thought he's having fun so where got the time? Just feel like smiling... feeling silly. I did miss him when he's not around. Y did i miss him? So funny.
Y u keep denying tt u r contradicting? U r super contradicting, extremely contradicting, not sometimes, v frequent recently. Still argue wif me. Wat smthing fresh? Wanna play wif me, then i shall entertain u. Who scare who. =p
想念雨天，想念你。。。
