Sunday, 11 November 2007
Read the Sunday Times n there was an article abt a school teacher losing $61k due to $150k lottery scam. I always thought tt unaffluent ppl would be subjected to such scam, even such an affluent person would be a victim. This shows the greed side of human. Where on earth got free n easy $ in the world, if there is, then nobody needs to work.
Hmm... nothing has changed. But deep inside, there is changes. I will tell u when the times come. Of course, on the surface, nothing changes. If i say there is, wldn't it be v awkard? Mayb bcos a lot of things r within my reach n if there is something which is not within my reach, then i may feel excited n based on my character, i think i wld want to get the thing within my reach. But after getting it, wld i still feel excited since i already got it? We shall c...
U may wan to noe more abt me but now i no longer as keen as before although i didn't tell u so. Deep inside, there is already changes. Wldn't u be disppointed if u get to noe more abt me? Yah, mayb as wat u say, i may be more scary than u. Sometimes, it hurts to noe the truth. When u say i dun really noe u n shldn't i be more sure abt u 1st, smtimes ppl dun even really noe themselves. Smtimes, i feel tt u r super cute n funny, when u r serious, really looks like a shu shu. Comeon loh, it's not as if i wanna enter into a life commitment, wat think twice, wat regret. Even if getting married, oso can divorce, isn't it? It's not tt there is no way back tt kind of thing.
Now i think it's a bit scary if u noe me better n better. U seems to noe wat i'm thinking, then hard for me to hide things from u n i gotta have hard time to trick u. Later not fun anymore...
Yah, like the present way tt we r now... Having someone to confide in, having someone to bright me up, cracking my brain every now n then n yet no commitment... Sometimes commitment is a burden... Feel tt it's fun now... but as to how long the fun will last, nobody noes... Mayb haven't have such fun for quite a long time, tt's y feel fun now... or it's just a moment of playfulness? Think i'm oso quite playful once in a while...
I said tt before. Feeling comfortable n having chemistry r equally important. If dun feel comfortable, dun even talk abt chemistry. If feel comfortable but no chemistry, oso no used. Experienced all these before tt's y i can say so...
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