Wednesday, 31 October 2007
Tml is my last lesson... which means exams coming soon... Just started to gain the drive to study over the wkend, so gonna maintain it over the next few wkends. Then this fri can wake up late, gonna make use of fri to study too. Initially was on leave for the last 2 fri but in the end, took half day leave only n in reality not exactly half day leave loh. Haiz....
Was feeling quite happy this morning cos it's wed n 1 more day, i gonna rest. But @ the end of the day, not feeling good. Wanna left on the dot but in the end left @ 7plus. Sian.... How come my life is always occupied wif work work work??? Can't my life be occupied wif others? Sometimes feel tt i'm live not for the sake of living for myself but for my work, tt's really wat i feel for the past 3 yrs. Really feel tt everytime i have to priorities my work on top of others n i dislike the feeling now. Mayb for the past 3 yrs, i just buried myself in work n study. Now i wan something different. Wanna live more for the sake of making myself happy.
Life is short so must cherish... Feel more n more recently. Probably developed phobia while taking bus recently cos the bus driver always jerk n i always feel tt gonna meet wif an accident.
Is it the rain tt washes away my unhappiness? Feel sian n down after work, wanna vent it out. Hope to have a listening ear but i empathise u not being able to fulfil the promise due to sickness. Just feel calm n peace now. Blogging is my other listening ear. Hmm... Is Cheers better 7-11? Times will tell. Like the current arrangement. Tt's lots more to unrevealed.... Until the time is ripe. Not fun being sick so u must get well soon then can continue the mystery n fun. N mayb one day, we shall realise our mission. But find out where is my beloved Santorini 1st!
