Monday, 1 October 2007
How luxury it is to wake up at 9am naturally without anyone waking me up on Mon morning! Spend my morning doing my ethics module after waking up. Although it's not compulsory, but i just attempt it anyway cos who noe's in the future, ACCA would make this module mandatory for me.
At around 2plus, went to Choa Chu Kang polyclinc to see doctor. Feeling pain in my chest for the past few days. Luckily within 2 hrs, i'm finished my consultation n collected my medication. Usually have to wait for at least 2hrs plus for consultation, dunno y there is so many people in the polyclinic. I really think that my chest pain is b'cos of stress. Before i started work, i dun feel chest pain at all, it's only after started work tt i feel it once in a while especially when i'm v stress otherwise it'll be headache. But the chest persistaining feel painful for the past few days. The doctor say tt it could be b'cos of stress n prescribe me some muscle relaxer. Haiz... not long term solution. I feel tt my health is giving out red signal already. The only solution should be REST! But how long would it takes? 1 mth? 2 mth? I really dunno but wat i noe is i definitely need a REST. Frankly speaking, i once tell myself tt if 1 day i were to quit, it's definitely b'cos of my health. If it's b'cos of work or salary, i would have change job long ago. But it's seems tt my health is unable to withstand too long. Even these few days when i'm not working, i still feel pain. I doubt my boss would be able to give me a mth long leave to rest which is y resigning is the only solution.
I have reach the point where i really can forgo my career tt i've built up for 3 yrs. Nothing is more important than my health. Even with the good career n salary, it can't be measured against my health. I no longer feel sentimental abt anything. Just wanna let go of everything....
