Wednesday, 24 October 2007
Decided not to go anywhere during the last wk of dec... hard to find travel companion... everywhere so expensive... Most likely stay @ home n rest, go shopping cos surely got sales, do research n plan for my trip to taiwan in apr.
Hmm... so many things to plan for the trip, how many days i gonna spend there, when to book my airticket, wat is the cheapest airfare, which places i wanna go to... how much is my budget for accomodation, transport, food, shopping etc... Gonna spend a lot of time doing all these research...N must find a time to visit Taiwan Tourism Association to get those brochures. Then my mom gonna nag @ me.... always say tt everytime i go travelling like stressing myself up. Actually i dun feel tt i stress myself up, mayb i devote a lot of time to doing research... Well, if dun wanna do research, then might as well join package tour... or tag along wif friends... If wanna make decisions, of course must DIY rite? N if i dun do research, how can i blog abt my trip explaining wat places i been to, the significance of the place... Hmm... sometimes i think i overdo it but i just enjoy doing research on the places i wanna go. It's really the feeling tt "Oh this is the place ah... n finally i've been to the place", tt type of satisfaction. Yah yah yah, only i understand tt feeling, my mom wouldn't understand.
N most likely i dun have budget constraint on my trip since i would still be working before n after i'm back from the trip. Gonna save until Apr n spend spend spend on my trip, dun care ah... even if i spend $5k, it's still worth it...but i dun think will reach $5k... Mayb most ppl feel tt i'm too thrifty le... Actually it's not tt case, i just wan my money to be well spend... When i spend the money, i must feel happy after spending it n i dun feel regret spending it... tt's wat i considered money well spend. At the moment, i really feel tt i dun really lack anything that money can buy.. tt's y i dun really feel happy even if i spend it. Think the most expensive thing i purchased this yr shld be hp bah, to me it's really dun bring me the level of happiness tt i spend on my trip. Sometimes i feel like buying a laptop but somehow i dun think it's really a need at this moment since i still have PC @ home although sometimes i dislike rotating turn to use the com wif my sis. Can't ppl just understand tt all these monetary items to me is not a NEED? Why shld i care abt wat other ppl think, heck care...
Hope to filled up wat i need to make myself more complete. It's not the process of finding wat u need/ lack which is difficult but the part of filling it up is difficult. I dun really lack anything since most of the things seems to go wif my flow n not against me. I wan a long break n i got it. Somemore dun need to worry abt my cashflow for the next 6 mths since i still have income, can spend w/o constraint on my trip. Can sell my investment as n when i wan, not b'cos of lacking cash but b'cos i wanna accumulate my wealth. Less stress recently... n some audit jobs r coming to an end... but oso some new coming... feel stress then tell my boss... let him handle those difficult client... or mayb take a day or so leave to rest. Just dun overstretch myself n hang on until apr n i just let go of myself... to rejuvenate myself... do something tt i've been hoping for so long. N if 1 more thing comeby then it's a bonus to me. Well, let nature take all it's course.
